It is an uneasy thought to realize I really have no one to choose as bridesmaids. I have no best friend and no one I talk to on a regular basis at all. It's mainly my fault because I seclude myself in the comfort of my own place with my animals. They are true friends when you think about it. I want a best friend. Unfortunately, with some of my old ones, we dislike each other for reasons I can't remember now, and I have little desire to go out and meet new people. I honestly should not be complaining.

What I will complain about is; summer! I'm so ready for fall/winter. This summer has been way too hot, another reason I'd rather stay indoors, and enjoy the a.c. I cannot wait to bundle up in sweaters, tights, and boots. Even though I'll be rather big by the time those seasons get here, but I think the only weight I'll gain will be just in my tummy. This summer made me appreciate cool weather and I can't wait for it! Maybe by then I won't be as much of a homebody and have friends. Woo hoo, be optimistic.