i am very unhappy at this point. as if so much could pile up on me at once. being i have to fine somewhere to move in less than 3 weeks or being that my car is still not in tip top shape and just needs to last a few more weeks until my mother buys it. yesterday i came home to find kitty dieing, and had to watch her suffer for a few hours. i gave her water, petted her, and just watched until she passed. that killed me. i feel like i just lost my child.


my last picture of her, rest in peace love.



i need to drink myself silly.