jealousy in the air

one major thing that has been bugging me the past 3, going on 4 months is my dog seems to love john more than me. since the first day she met him, anytime he comes over or i bring her to richmond, she is all over him and treats me like yesterdays news. the only times she'll come to me if he's around is if i have food in my mouth because she knows i usually share with her, which i have not been lately because of my jealousy. i mean, i bought her with my own money, i feed her, i bath her, i take care of her, i treat her like my child, sometimes too much like my child. i don't get it.

like for instance, i just took this picture of her sitting under a chair that his bag of clothes are sitting on top of. and right now he's at dinner with his parents. she has been sitting there for the past 4 hours almost. i've moved her, tried putting her under the covers with me, but she just gets up and goes back to that spot.


the thing that makes me laugh is that i don't get upset or jealous if john talks to another girl, but i get jealous when my dog pays more attention to him than me. ridiculous.