wednesday morning, i got a call from the police while i was at work stating my mother attempted suicide and had stabbed herself in the chest. John and Teagan and Bo showed they really cared the most. she was released later than day, i'm not sure why. the whole time at the hospital she blamed her boyfriend and me, that that's why she did it. because i hit her and shoved her against the wall the night before, she made me snap, my own mother had been stealing my money for god knows how long. she said i damaged her, but she damaged me too. my dad will be coming back from japan soon and i will be moving in with him as soon as he does until John comes back in august. then i'm moving out with him. i have a lot of apologizing to do to Teagan, after i left the hospital i was in no mood to talk, but neglected to inform her with anything. and it upset her and i'm pretty sure i lost her friendship. but i need to at least say i'm sorry.
florida is close, i'm ready to run out the door now and get away. especially from work. i'm ready to face my fear. i'm ready to ghost hunt. i'm waiting on some sweet shoes i ordered from ebay. some green metallic sheen high top reebok. [with the straps, hah] those will complete my uffie costume. which is pretty basic and simple, just a shirt thats a little, well more than a little revealing, shorts, shoes, chains, makeup, etc. i'm stoked.
mhmm.
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Wow Rachel. I don't know how you feel but i am sorry life can be so hard. I will pray for you when you come to my mind and I hope things get better :)
~Jedidiah
hiii raquel, i'm sorry about your run in with the police. although i don't own the rights to any of uffie's pictures or anything, but i did resize & edited the lighting of the picture myself & if you could find a separate picture of uffie from her actual website instead of googling it & taking it from mine, that would be great. i'm not mad or anything, it's just, you can't really just randomly direct link images like that because it takes up bandwidth on my server.
my site is: http://www.alexqn.com/tiff
please remove the picture & find another one & host it on photobucket or something.
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