word of mouf

so my question of the day is; why are green grapes given then name "white grape"?
i've googled it, i've asked people about it, and i have yet to find a convincing answer.
so if anyone out there has the one true answer, enlighten me please.

a co-worker asked me today, "are you pregnant?",
i guess because i was snacking on 2 muffins this morning?
i said "heaven's no, i haven't done the hanky panky to get pregnant, i just couldn't choose between the pistachio or the corn bread muffin, so i got both."
the nerve of people!


speaking of people, i guess i had been dubbed 'drama queen' because i slip away from existence for a few weeks at a time. i don't really see where i'm being dramatic if i separate myself from everyone. maybe i want to bring attention to myself? no! maybe i'm depressed? no! maybe she really just hates everyone? no! the real reason i suddenly stop talking to people for a few weeks is because either i feel like i'm getting pulled into situations i shouldn't be in, or i don't agree with choices people currently made, or i just need time to myself and a break from reality. over the past few months a lot has been going on that really got me digging a deeper hole. between her boyfriend troubles, their friendship quarrels, their triangles, and me loosing a chance at someone who really cared about me; i just didn't like how anything was turning out. i'm the type that likes to get along with everyone. and it's been so hard lately!

anyway, what i'm trying to get at is i don't hate anyone so don't make any assumptions.
i've been disappointed in a lot of people, but i do not hate anyone, nor dislike anyone.



i need a nap...