oh hayy there little bean.

I had my first ultrasound today and the lady who did it was super nice. She's not my doctor though. I got to hear it's heartbeat and see it and she printed off 2 pictures for me to show John. I think he would have murdered me if I didn't bring home the pictures so he could see them when he gets home this evening.

Yesterday we talked to his parents, and suprisingly it went very well. We told mine right away, but put his off because we know their opinions are different. They were just upset because they had to hear it from his ex-significant other. And were upset with me because I didn't keep my promise like she did, butttt I opened my mouth a little to much that concluded she never kept a promise either. I mean, you do what you gotta do these days.

So now the wedding is in action and getting planned. His mom told me she wants to make this a wedding I'll never forget, I'm really excited. It will probably happen within the next 2 months, because I will start showing then, and I'd like to look half-way decent in a dress. John is excited about the baby now, and to start our life. He said we were basically "married" we just have different last names right now, which honestly is the truth. We've had a smooth sailing relationship the past 9 months, I won't lie we've argued some, but only because I don't talk or express my feelings too much, but other than that, smoooth sailing.

Starving! Fin..

My last name will be changing soon, why? because John proposed to me. I'm so excited. He wrote a note and put it under Mylee's collar and sent her down when I was coming up the stairs. I ruined it though because I just giggled and kept walking up and handed him my groceries at the top of the stairs. I ended up reading the note and laughing at her face, and he put the ring on my finger. Wow. It's a nice ring, with a tiny diamond inside the ring, plain and simple.

I'm still a little stunned, although his mother semi-gave it away this past weekend. But that's okay.

mmm.

John is officially moved in now, and the apartment looks very liveable. I'm so excited. He really needs to change Kenya's litterbox, since I technically can't touch it for awhile. Mylee is such a happy puppy, I know she feels like this is her place. We have a new goldfish, or should I say koi fish. Yes, a koi fish, John's idea that I wasn't too thrilled about, but whatever. He's gonna donate it to Pagoda when it gets too big. Poor little altaire, he's not gonna know what to do. My boobs are getting rather large. I don't know if I'm going to be able to find a bra my size in the next few months at this rate. Right now I wear a 32 D, and they're starting to bulge out. Curse this!!!!!! The constant peeing and hunger pains are getting way old now. I'm having trouble sleeping at night too, which has never ben a problem before. I could go to bed at 8pm and sleep like a bear until 430am for work. Now, heavens I'm lucky if i make it to midnight without staring wide-eyed at the ceiling. I am excited though, very excited, and curious. Kelly and I are gonna be so cute. John has a job interview today. I hope he gets it, so he can get rid of Olive Garden and Pier One, and work one stable job, with close or equal to my income. Mmm. I love him.

i feel like i just hit the >> button.

but, i'm optimistic,

the upcoming months are going to be amazing.

First Glimpse

I figured I'd snap a few for everyone to see. The "kids" love it, as you can tell by the picture. The bedroom is still a work in progress. John still needs to move his bed, dresser, bookshelf, dj stuff, microwave, toaster, tv, dvd player, clothes, and himself down. He had to drive back up to Richmond today for work, so I just went to the mall and the dollar store to finish off some shopping. I'm kinda lonely right now. John has like 2 more weeks until he can move in, hopefully less.

mmm, I love you John!

"Heyyy Everybody! Today's the BIG DAY!"

- Bruce from family guy; episode Stewie kills Louis

But seriously, today is the big day! I am officially moved into my new apartment. I spent most of my life today moving crap up 3 floors and also in walmart today with John picking out things we need and food. I pulled my back yesterday at work and had to go to patient first to get checked out and I'm not supposed to be lifting, buttttt I had to get my furniture up! Tomorrow we pick up my couch, dresser, and dining set. I'm so happy.

Mylee and Kenya are going to become best pals, I just know it!

To my surprise, there are other people who are unexplainably afraid of killer whales just like I am. I was very bored and curiosity overcame and I decided to search and see if anyone else is afraid or them. Oh I feel so much better now, at least some one in the world can understand it.

Speaking of whales, I'm planning on getting more on my whale sooner than later. mmm!

Time for tacobell and then some late night lovin'. =]

Jury duty was a waste of 3 hours of my life. I didn't even get picked for a trial, which I am thankful for, but I had to just sit there for no reason in the holding room. At least I'm getting paid $30 for nothing. Hopefully the next 4 Monday's I either don't get called, or get paid $30 for nothing again.

I want a tri fold beach chair really really really bad. I may check one of the cheap places first, like Kmart or something. I also want a strapless swimsuit top with upderwire support. I've been a fan of the strapless look, but I would like one that can hold my puppies up. I've always tried to make them look smaller, especially in swimsuits, but this year I'm ready to embrace them.

Time is going by way too fast right now. I would like it to slow down just for a moment. All I have left to do is clean the carpet, and clean the kitchen and entrance floor. I'm thinking about doing this tomorrow, Wednesday at the latest. I need to check on something that is a little past due. Thursday I just want to lay back and relax with John, and Friday, after all is said and done, I want to beach it and then go out and celebrate.

Mylee is getting to be a chunky monkey.