hayy big booty judy. thank you dad for feeding me steak and mashed potatoes these past few months. summer time will appreciate it.

presenting: fun times with ryan, kirk, and john boy.







my hair is looking very nice these days. the layers are blending better, specially since i just cut a few inches off. feels better. looks healthier. and will grow out better. sad how i obsess over my hair, it's all i talk about at work.

the wave is getting intense. fog and crazy lights. makes me feel like i'm in the jennifer lopez video "waiting for tonight". it's a nice little addition, and danny played a nice set list this time. i still with adam could play up from. he's awesome and nice. i know i'm a regular when the one guy Nat danced with me for a song. slightly sexual, it was awesome. made me feel awesome. he's beautiful, it's sad when a gay guy can look more beautiful than a girl.

chelsea and courtney will be back in a few weeks for spring break. i can't wait to bring them back to the wave, hopefully the light things will become a regular. they'll love it.

man i love john.

i'm done blabbing. fin.

first things first. i died my hair to rid of the red tint, which will probably be back in two weeks so who cares. its slightly darker, but give it a week and it'll settle back to light brown. and i cut about 2 inches off. it looks healthier now, my ends were getting icky. plus i'm sick of the layered long and having my hair shaped into a triangleish thing. so i just evened it straight across. still some layers, they'll take time to grow. eventually i want my hair all one length plus my bangs. i could never get rid of those. i've had bangs my whole life. with an exception of 8th and half of 9th grade. that's 20 years of my 22 years of life [since i turn 22 next month] long live the bangs!

two. i tried out wednesday night at the wave yesterday. [wednesday obviously] and i went sober thank you very much! it's not half bad. chris dj's and its mostly remixes, but very dancy. the night has potential. summer time should be promising, since there's no school and such. but as of now, literally there were only 10 people there including john, jamal, and i. but plenty of dancing room. haha.

three. i've got my eye on an awesome sectionallll. i mean its about the same as spending 600 on a couch and 300 on a loveseat. so i'm thinking why not. and you should see the dining set i'm checking out. oh the joys of picking out all this stuff. i already have a whole bedroom set that my dad got me as an early bday present. all cherry wood. so i figured i'd blow some dough on living room furniture. eeeeee, i can't wait.

four. and this will be random points under one paragraph. ginger ale is not the same without ice, even if it's chilled, it's something about crunching ice that tops it off. the rule of merging is every other person, so why can't people do jus that? it drives me nuts. so i have to take a detour home to avoid the construction. fyi; don't question my expertise at work. i know what i'm doing, i've been doing it for almost 4 years now, and i'm a manager. don't ask me if i know how to make a damn beverage. stupid semi-regular customers! i think mylee is about to go in heat, she's being an extreme bitch, which she usually isn't. and she won't even let me touch john now if she's cuddled with him. she'll bite me, yes bite her own mother who bought her, feeds her, takes care of her, and loves her like a human being.

the future. aka tomorrow. short short day at work and then planning on making an awesome video. i think i'm going to make videos in my spare time, i have a lot of it. and then later in the evening john and i are heading to kirk's to pre-game before the wave. with ryan, kirk, and kristin of course. and i'm going to attempt to make a blue motorcycle myself. i just have to buy all the different types of alcohol damnit. but i'll do great, i know it, because i am great.

bah hah, fin.

can we say

mulletttttttttt? i was ready to cry that day, all because i fried my hair.
man i geek at this often. and this was a year ago, my hairs grown a lot since.

i love my animals so much. especially mylee. my little girl. she's sitting on my lap right now. i always look forward to coming home from a bad day at work, just to see her and she makes my day all better instantly. and Tilly is such a sweet, loving, tolerant cat. i can wear her as a boa and she lets me do it. she thinks shes a dog, but i think that just come from being around mylee. oh my babies, i adore them.




fin.

leave me out of this situation. i have nothing to do with it, nor do i really care about it either.

my blogger picture header thing kinda reminds me of that one album cover for the sounds. john's going to love that one, he hates when i opt not to wear a bra. but why? ain't no shame in my game, he should love for people to be jealous of dem 34 d's. let me stop.

i've been attending the wave every friday again, partially because there's nothing better else to do during the winter. other than drink powder coffee and water that i attempt to make taste like 7-11's french vanilla cappuccinos. i have to say i've mastered it, but i get that from starbucks. even though 7-11 cappuccinos are more like lattes to starbucks, but not even close because its powder not espresso syrup and milk. man i'm on a rambling spree.

what else what else? i need to get to ordering john's thing for next month. i already know his size, it's just lazyness and impulsive buying that has held me back.

i can't think of shit else to say. fin.

I lost my septum the other day. I lost one of the balls while I was sleeping. I hope I didn't swallow it. Now I've lost the whole damn thing. i'm actually pissed about it because I've been wearing it down a lot lately. Partially because I only wore it up because people didn't like me with it, but since when do I care? I've had it for like 2 years, why hide it all the time? But if anyone has an extra one they'd like to give so I don't have to buy a new one, I'll love you forever. Seriously.

I had a sinus infection this past week and had no appetite. I finally was able to enjoy food today without getting queezy. Poor John has a bad cold and there was nothing I could really do but lay with him and sleep all weekend.

I'm definitely getting a Nikon with my tax return, as well as paying off my Best Buy credit card and chopping it up. Then putting the rest towards savings for John and I's place. I've got my eye on some living room furniture, which I will be able to purchase as well with my return. And some new clothes. =] I'm planning on selling my Canon, I'm shooting for $125 at least, that's less than half of what I paid. I'm going to put it on eBay soon, unless anyone wants it, let me know!

I switched back to my old myspace. I like the URL better, and I just wanted to rid of some people on my other one. So it made better sense to go back instead of making another.

I've gained a new friendship, and hoping to rekindle another.
3 people I mainly miss: Kelly, Chelsea, Teagan.

HAYY JOHN, I LOVE YOU.

gimme

this for my birthday

and this

and a new ipod and money and clothes.
which will probably be purchased with my tax return anyway.

hayy everybody, todays the big day

i simply love bruce.
and john. this weekend was awesome. although richmond isn't my favorite, i made the very best of it. john definitely surprised me with my favorite flower, even though i have never told him what it was, and no one else knows what it is either. maybe a lucky guess? who knows but i was shocked. he spoiled me to eating out all weekend and great sex. yeah i said it, shove it people. we went to maymount park and fed goats. i love goats. and i pretended like the big mansion in the middle was mine and took a picture by it kinda like those real estate commercials. we watched the contract, even though it pissed me off, it was still a good movie. i wrote all over john's car with shoe polish and threw fake rose petals all over it, baked him cupcakes that looked like boobs and balls, got him lucky bamboo plants, and made mylee pose in her bikini for his card. he's the greatest.

next month is my birthday, and inventory ended up on my birthday again this year. but i never do anything for my birthdays anyway, and not like i associate with anyone to come to a party either, so i could care less. and i probably won't mention anything about my birthday again until it's passed. i'm just slighty pissed i have to work, even though its over night and 3 hours, i could be sleeping.

i'm more excited about something else next month...

someone said i had red hair today. wtf? are they color blind? i know brunettes have copper tones, but how dare they refer to me as a ginger kid. ick. haha.

my dog and cat are awesome. i want more animals.

fin.

I'm heading to Richmond on Friday, although I'm not a huge fan, but I'm biting my lip and doing it for John, since he's driven down the past 8 weekends or so in a row. Great guy. Which also means no Wave. [sorry Jamal!] But after last Friday's incident I think I need a break. 2 blue motorcycles turn me into a crying little girl for no reason, who throws up all over the girl's bathroom sink 3 times.

Mylee and Tilly are so spoiled it's ridiculous. I think John and I are going to build a Kitty house/tower/tree thing for Tilly. It's cheaper than buying a stupid $70 one that has bad reviews anyway, and it's more heartfelt. Awe. As for Mylee, she doesn't need anything else. Well, maybe a new bikini for this summer. You know the rule, no repeats from the year before!

Hot & Spicy beef is the way to go at any chinese restaurant, fo' sho'.

Crystal King has been my main lady lately, I feel awesome because I'm now Dylan's "Auntie". He's a handsome baby, one of the handsomest I've ever seen.

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This past weekend consisted of going to the polar plunge and feeding seagulls. Oh Yeah!!!

I've gained quite a few pounds over these past few months. I can hardly fit into my favourite pair of high-waisted shorts. I have to pull them up as high as I can and suck my stomach in to button them while trying not to consume anything that day. Even then it's uncomfortable. Plenty of people from work have all said they've noticed as well, probably because on 2 pairs of my work pants I've popped the zipper and they're a little tighter in the butt. My boss had even told me I'm getting a bubble butt now, Awesome! I look healthy again so no complaints here.

I am, however, going to start working out to keep my stomach flat. Crunches, sit-ups, and jogging should do the trick. Nothing too too harsh because I'm still lazy. Summer is looking promising; long hair, nice bod, sweet bathingsuit, sexy man by my side. Bring it!

Valentine's Day is approaching, I'm really excited because I've never really had a someone special around this time, so I'm semi-puzzled on what to do. I'm traveling to Richmond for sure because poor John has been driving here the past 7 weekends straight. I think I'll just let things fall into play as they come.

I've gotten apartment happy. I already have couches, coffee tables, decor, etc. picked out, and I've saving the money to purchase them. Now I just wait for June to look for places and then by August be snuggled in. mhmm.